Do you think you will be a good mum?

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Someone lately asked me that question. My answer was: That's what I ask myself every day. And it's true. I don't know yet if I want to have kids one day. Not now. That's for sure. Right now this topic seems to becoming huge and I do get quite paranoid. So many blogger ladies, are pregnant right now and some of my friends are as well. And I have had a weird dreams about pregnant women for a whole week.

I don't feel it, the whole baby, mum, family, kid thing. Maybe it will come one day -maybe not.

The older I get the younger I feel. The more I know about the world and life the more I realize how much I don't know. It is getting more complicated, so the only way to handle that is to simplify things. I don't feel very grown up at this point, and I know I did a few years ago.

If that sounds confusing to you, you get an idea about how much it confuses me. I have always been pretty impatient and I can't see my own progress because life feels to slow. At the same time it is running way to fast, so fast, that I can't fit everything in that is important to me. And most days the "To-Do-List" is way too long.

That makes me think I am not really wise yet. Not to mention the financial part, of having started a business before I even paid off my student loan.

How do you feel about having kids?